| The Indie Memphis Film Festival: A Filmmaker's View |
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| Blogs - Jack Exploited |
| Written by Jack Lab |
| Thursday, 08 October 2009 05:34 |
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The Indie Memphis Film Festival gets into full swing tonight. This is my favorite event of the year in Memphis; the festival itself is consistently packed with more good movies than I could possibly have time to see, plus I get to talk to other filmmakers, find out what they're working on, get new ideas, and generally get fired up about making movies.
Kim Howard and Adam Remsen on the set of "Scrambled Eggs", which will screen at Indie Memphis on Wednesday, Oct. 14 at 6:45 pm as part of Shorts Program 2. Photograph by Laura Jean Hocking. I first attended back in 2001. I've seen some amazing movies at the festival, movies that remind me of just how limitless the possibilities of the medium are. A few stand out in my mind: I could go on and on listing the wonderful experiences I've had at the festival. An unforgettable Israeli short film, whose title I've forgotten. Michael Almereyda's documentary William Eggleston in the Real World. A short called Antarktikos, full of bizarre and wonderful imagery involving penguins and children in funny hats and snowy mountains made of paper. And, way back in 2001, the shock of seeing myself on the big screen for the first time. (Well, medium-screen. Back then the movies were projected on the wall at a bar.) Indie Memphis has also been a tremendous boon to me as a filmmaker. The festival has grown immensely in recent years, and the organizers have done a stellar job of expanding its scope while maintaining the focus on local and regional filmmakers. The festival experience continues to improve, both for audiences and for filmmakers. This is the fifth consecutive year a movie I've made has been playing the festival. It's nerve-wracking every time. I'm always tremendously excited to enter the theater, always hoping for a full house, and I always sit in the back to better observe the audience's reaction. I'm always thrilled when I realize my picture is about to start, and then, as soon as it begins... Every single little nitpicky goddamn flaw in the picture is magnified a hundredfold. Suddenly convinced I've been deluding myself that the movie is anything but an embarrassing waste of time, I crumple down in my seat, praying for a forgiving audience (or a drunk one; I'm not picky), and wait for it to be over. I watch through my fingers, as with a horror movie, hoping I can block out that scene when I shouldn't have smiled, that line that I should have had the sense to cut before production even started, that edit that comes a second too early or too late. It is torture. I sweat through every moment of the showing, thoroughly convinced that I'll to be pelted with rotten fruit as soon as the credits roll. I await the inevitable ridicule, wishing I could preempt the criticism by shouting that I know the movie sucks, I know I did such-and-such wrong, and next time I'll learn from this and my movies will get better. And then the movie ends, and every time the same thing happens: As I writhe in shame, waiting for the cruel laughter, people start clapping. people always applaud. It reminds me every time of how lucky we are to have both a world-class showcase for our efforts and a community of filmmakers and film-lovers who come out and support the festival in droves. The festival started yesterday. Get out there and see some movies, and if you see something you like, look around afterward; you can probably find the filmmaker in attendance and talk to them about it. And if you happen to see "Scrambled Eggs" or "Frankenstein vs. Dracula: The Opera!", feel free to come say hi. I'll be the guy in the back row, watching through his fingers. |

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